Who is me?

Oh God let me see Who I ‘m trying to be;  Being me or Being him; Lost somewhere In between? Can I ever See who I am?  Or am I moving Too fast to know Or too slow To hear?  If I could just be: Stop thinking, Stop feeling;  Just be me. Would I be free, To finally see me? I’m always free To be me;  Whether I’m free Or trapped in me. Who the heck Is really me?