Mimi Lam

HEEY YALL.

WHAAT UP?

I'm not the most serious person around, but I'm serious when I need to be serious.

I tend to joke around a lot, but most of the time, I'm just joking because people are really boring. I could sacrafice my image to just bring laughter to people, that might be stupid of me to do that, but I hate it when people are bored and doesn't enjoy life. So I do things that's really stupid, so they could just have a simple laugh.

I won't deny that I do have people that I hate. I hate a lot of people, and I think its natural to hate people who did something bad to you or is just a total asshole.

I don't want to tolerate them so I just don't talk to them. I tend to just ignored them. I hate people who spread stupid gossip about my friends, insult my family, fake or are just selfless, like they give up too easily. People aren't supposed to be like that. I'm not the fairest person around, I'm not the most 'justice-y' person around either. I'm me, I'm myself, I'm who I want myself to be.

I tend to keep a lot of secrets, like, I don't really like to share to people about myself, if it's just basic info like birthdays or favorite stuff, that's alright. I just like to share about the things that I've been through. I like to keep things to myself.

I'm not the most innocent person around, but I'm not selfless, I don't and I won't give my body up to anyone. That's just disrespecting myself. And for all I know, I love myself twice as much, just to make sure that even if no one loves or like me, I still have myself.

That might seem really depressing and lonely at the same time, but all this. I'm just to it. I guess I can't help it.

Do you ever feel like things just suck and you really want everything to go your way, but it never does?

I do...

All the time.