ImAnAspieMum

I'm a 56 year old female, living close to the border of the Pennines (pĕn´īnz) or Pennine Chain, mountain range, sometimes called the "backbone of England." I've lived here all of my life, and occasionally have the mild notion of moving, but in reality, I know where my heart is.

I have a beautiful Daughter and Grandson, both are the loves of my life ! They are what make my life a beautiful place, amidst a life of chaos and confusion, they are the truth in a world of lies ... I'm also the very proud owner of a gorgeous, bubbly Working Cocker Spaniel who is the most wonderful companion I've ever known.

I was diagnosed some time ago with Bi-polar, which makes life a difficult place at times; very dark and very lonely, but I thank God for the good days, and the things most precious in my life, my family. I have other health issues, but the other most difficult one to deal with is MS, but in reality, I have MS ... it doesn't have me !

I'm a loner, though I have been told that I'm so easy to get on with, and never difficult to talk to, always something to say and something to laugh about; though inside, somehow, I just don't feel what they say.

I have been a born again Christian since 1985, though since the diagnosis of Bi-polar and isolating myself 99% of the time, I no longer attend my spiritual home; but God see's the heart, not the Church attendance register ! If it were not for my faith and God's hand on my life, I would have ceased to be many years ago. "The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want" ...

I have very few interests and hobies, but I'm passionate about, and LOVE music ... it feed's my Soul. I like crafting, mainly card making and scrapbooking, I enjoy gardening, but, as with crafting too, it all depends on how I'm feeling and the amount of pain I'm in. I love seeing pictures of God's wonderful creation, and all the beauty it contains, in it's many forms; I despise all that's cruel, and soul destroying ... my heart bleeds ...

I didn't think I had that much to share with you all, but, it seems that I could go on and on, but I will end here, and pray that those of you who have read this far, will have a beautiful and blessed day x