Ryan Gardner

I'm lovely, and have a cute personailty. I love to meet new people & get to know them!. I'm seveteen, and single but not really looking for a relationship because it's too complicated:) (heartbreaking and stuff). Hello, So as you can tell i'm just a seventeen year old guy that loves to meet new people, I also love performing music on my paino. I like singing, I honestly think i'm utter crap, but people say i'm really good if i try hard & got the confidence. I live in a small valley called Nant-y-moel, it's ok I guess but very boring, half of my friends don't live up here so it's quite depressing as I don't see them only in college. I had a rubbish childhood & growing up, but things are now looking upwards thank god:). I honestly try my best to get along with everyone, but some people are so cruel these days, & like to judge before even getting to know a person first. I also get called abusive names quite alot, but I try not to take any notice. Just because i'm a real lovely kid and loves to chat to loads of people & may not have much boys as friends but got loads of girls, does not mean i'm gay or a freak. It's just goes to show that they have accepted me that I am that person i'm trying to tell you about. I Don't have many True Friends because they normally go behind my back and talk about me:/. It is not nice when you got to catch the bus by you're self & have people you "know" staring at you and taking the piss because you're an easy target. How would they like it if they were in you're shoes? and you took the piss out of them, it be a different story then:/ so why do it?. I've had an rough time at school, so I left school when I was 14. I got submitted for Bridgend College at age 15 to do BTEC Introductory IT @ WORK. which i done really good in I had. 1A, 7B's & 1C. I'm hoping to get in to hairdressing in september and then hopfully get a career out of it. it's not what i paticulally want. but if it gets me Somewhere, why not?. My hobbies are, | Learning Music. | Socializing. | Family Time. My dream is to move to America to a nice State, and start a new life, forget the pass & concertrate on the future. But at the momment i can not do that as i need the money to move obviously. It's time for a change, Here it's really starting to bore me. And another thing from the information upabove, I'm really shy when you meet me in real life, has having my Confidence Knocked down really low, through bullying & being physica