AceArtemis7

Designer, Artist, and Dancer

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Howdy! I go by Aven online and Helen in real life. I’m a wanna-be fashion designer and action star actress. I am a fan of the arts--traditional (such as painting, drawing, etc) or otherwise, cultural and modern dancing, and martial arts--specifically kung-fu and any weapon-based martial arts (such as Kendo, Kyudo). I’m also interested in video games and travel. I do own some land, and have several titles: Lady of Ardmore, Lady of Dunans Castle, Laird of Chaol Ghleann.

I'm writing down my bio for anyone who cares to read and wants to get to know me. It's hard to know someone online and not in real life, and I'm hoping this small bio will get you interested to reach out to know more. I'm also writing this so you know the real me--all my flaws and all. And that if I'm not for you, to please don't even bother. I've been hurt way too much; I'm tired of being people's regret. Don't string me along, make me give my heart to you, only for you to break it in pieces. I absolutely want you to stay, but track record shows that nobody have ever done that...maybe they're right--that I'm not worth it, or maybe they're too impatient that they're missing out on what I could give. Who knows?

Originally from an island in the Dutch East Indies, I lived there for the first almost-decade of my life. Then I moved to the City of the Violet Crown and have been there ever since (or close enough to it). My heritage is a descendant from the Middle Kingdom and my family clan is the Guest People. Fun fact: my legal last name is "made-up" due to political unrest and I'm the only one with that last name.

Personality-wise, I'm a textbook definition of the Horse zodiac and Aquarius horoscope.

Bad traits:

Good traits:

  • Free spirit, eccentric, quirky, unique, and original
  • Super friendly, accepting & fun
  • Humanitarian – main goal in life is to help others and fight for causes I believe in
  • Generous, sincere, charming, and warm
  • Romantic, dreamy & sentimental

Now to current flaws/problems. I'm listing all the reasons people have told me over the yrs. There are reasons for all of these, but most can't handle me because of it:

  • Distant and always vague about everything
  • Borderline personality disorder, Inattentive ADHD, depression/anxiety disorder
    • Extremely pessimistic & catastrophizing thinking
    • Massive anxiety & stress
  • Asexual spectrum
  • Having too many fans