Alicia Aguilar

I like doing things my way I dont need anybody telling me what to do . I like doing me that why im single i dont need someone telling me what to wear and what time to go i do things on my own time and my own way and thats how I feel .

Ive been feeling so alone why do i feel this way ? everyone is getting preganant or have a job and going to college and all my friends have boyfriends or girlfriends and there going to there own way and ..................................theres me

? ive been feeling so down and despressed and my heart feels broken .......idk what to do i thought everything will get better after i graduate but i guess not. Everything is just getting worse and worse . My friends are disappearing the people i cared about and the people i thought cared about me and i thought we were gonna be bestfriends forever ? but i guess not things change and people change why does this have to happen to me ? why me ? how come not her ? how come not him ? PLease some one help me ? Please god tell me what to do ? your my only hope your my only friend <3 i have no life no job , no friends im not going to school all i do is sit at home watching movies by myself . i use to have alot of friends who use to text me and be there for me and they will help me with all my problems ..now i have no one i sometimes i feel like running way and going somewhere far were noone will look for me ..... but who will look for me ? i feel like deleting instgram my twitter my facebook and throwing all my picutres away and tearing up my wall why should i care and why should i keep them forever when they dont even care about me or they dont even talk to me anymore ? i wanna keep all the memerios ? when all my "close friends" dont even want to hang out with me or they dont even say thank you when i do something cute for them ? why should i keep my memerios alive ..........i wish someone will come and erase my mind erase my thoughts my past and i wish my mom will leave i wish i had close friends i wish someone will be there when i need them ......................................................................................................

i wish

i tried ........

when is it my turn to have a happy life I i wish my dreams will come true one day