New Jersey, United States
Hello. I'm Amanda. I was born in Rahway, NJ but currently live in South Plainfield. I go to the local public high school where I don't really stand out per say. I'm not a part of the druggies, or the sluts, or even the nerds. Just sort of there. Red and pink are my favorite colors. My nails are always painted black. I act very outgoing and obnoxious, but I don't actually want to be that way. I'm very Italian, Slovenian, and Irish. I've bounced between many friend groups and currently only have about 4 friends? I suffer from anxiety disorder and agoraphobia. I've been self harming for about 3-4 years now and have no plan on stopping since I've tried before and haven't gotten anywhere.hough I don't do the traditional cutting. I play the ukulele and violin mostly, but guitar's also played often. I have the ability to play cello and double bass as well. As far as music goes, I used to be into a lot of electronic music, chillwave and downtempo stuff, but nowadays I listen to 30 Seconds to Mars, Tally Hall, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The White Stripes, The Strokes, The Front Bottoms, Led Zeppelin, Alice in Chains, Marina and the Diamonds... lots more but I woke up at 7 today... I've been in 4 relationships prior to my current one which all ended decently badly. Can't say I regret them all, but I regret a lot of aspects of each. I classify myself as a homosexual heteroromantic, though guys seem to think otherwise. My current relationship is with a guy named Conal who I'd always had an interest in. Turns out he had always had an interest in me too. I'm really into psychology have wanted to go to college for it one day, but sometimes I second guess myself and just want an easy way out. So I've been thinking about bartending. I've been in a soccer camp over the summer before, but other than that I've never really been interested in sports. I love the night, which sounds cliche. The moon's my best friend and without it I'd feel lonely. My most fond memory to date was about a year ago when an old friend took me to Sandy Hook. To this day, Sandy Hook remains my most favorite place in the world. I haven't been there since, but I always plan on going back. I currently run a decently popular pale blog on Tumblr entitled andaskyfullofstars. I have a pretty decent follower count and have had the account since freshman year. Can't say I've never considered quitting though. I really like indie horror movies and comedies though there aren't a lot of great ones out there.