This is my story and this is my blog.
I never wanted kids. I liked my life just fine without them. I knew once kids appeared, my life would change forever, and I just couldn't risk that the change might be for the worse. I needed to be sure or I didn't want to have anything to do with raising kids. I needed to know that I could still play music til the sun came up, and travel to Europe at the drop of a hat. But damn if those weren't the two things that disappeared first, after Lukas and Noey were born. For the most part I got the better part of that deal.