Reisanne Camille Sorra

I think I'm crazy. You can call me that. Or maybe I might also be brave and independent?

But all of this giving up and starting anew scares me to some point. It's exciting and confusing. Exciting because there are so many new possible opportunities and chances for me to start things I've never done before. Confusing because I wonder if I'm doing the right thing.

Just to let you know, I just moved in to a new apartment and it's absolutely well-maintained, newly built and too big for me. It looks like a condo. It's studio type. And I moved in here while I'm resigning from my job without even applying yet to a new one. Yeah, there will be a chance of me leading to bankruptcy I understand. But I just trust in God right now.

But I'm gonna be honest, there's a part of me that is a little sad. For no reason. For being afraid? I don't know. I feel alone. I feel lonely. I feel empty. Is it because this apartment is empty? lol I haven't bought anything yet. All I have is this carton and blankets and my clothes. Hmmm.

Should I just go home for now? Yeah. I think I should.