Talk to me and get to know me. on the outside I'm pretty shy, but once you get to know me I'm confident, loud and probably quite annoying. The decisions I make, I make purely for my own needs. I've never let others influence me and I can quite happily make up my own mind. I'm a very strong minded person and will never let someone walk over me. I'm quite a generous person and I'll always go out of way to please people, but if you take me for granted, that'll be the last time I ever do anything for you. I can't stand two-faced people. I know there will always be someone bitching and being immature, but I really don't understand what happened to people just being nice? Most of you have probably forgotten what the word means. I used to have everything planned out. Now it doesn't seem so simple to me anymore. I have no idea what I want to do with my life. It seems all my aspirations have all crumbled into a big mess of nothing. As much as I hate change, I guess that's what I can blame it on. I'm not the most confident person when it comes to talking to people but put me on a stage, give me some lines and a character and I'll be more than happy to play a role. It seems that I'm more confident when I'm not being myself. I couldn't really say that I have my own personality. I take things from other people and develop them into my own. Nothing is original. I hate the way that "I love you" is thrown around. It seems that the meaning of it has completely been ignored. Love works in different ways but I've never really understood how you can fall in love with someone after two weeks of knowing them. I only have a few close friends and I'm thankful for each of them. You know who you are. :) I've always been fond of writing but I'm only good during improvisation. I have to be in the right frame of mind to produce something worth reading, so let me know if this is. :) If you want to talk to me send me a comment or a message, I'll be more than happy to talk to new people and answer questions. I apologize now if I don't reply straight away, I'm not online all the time and recently I've had to find my comments as it doesn't tell me when I receive one. However, comments like "hey/what's up/thanks for the add" are quite annoying and I won't reply, mainly being because I most likely didn't add you and I prefer interesting things that I can reply back to. i suck at writing about me's but i am gonna try and make this long. i'm single. && i'm NOT looking. i don't really t