Faizatul Ashikin

* i'm dark, mysterious n pissed off! - i don't try to be candy coated, i don't try to walk on eggshells..i am what i am, love me or hate me!* i am a daughter, a sister, a friend, a writer, a poet, an art lover, a humanitarian, an animal lover, a daydreamer, a proud muslim servant and lastly just a humble human being like all of u whom just wants to love, have love, make love, create love, express love, mix love, love to love to show u love..* i'm shy, i'm quiet, i'm an angel in disguise, i'm loud, i'm noisy, i'm a devil inside..u think i'm an innocent girl..so lets make a bet because if that's what u're thinking, u don't know me yet..* i'm only me! that is all i can be..no more, no less, don't second guess..i love, i live, i laugh, i cry..i've wished sometimes that i could die..some days i'm funny, others i'm not..sometimes i'm in overdrive and i can't stop..you may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how i'll stay..* i laugh, i love, i hope, i try, i need, i fear, i cry, and i know you do the same things too, so we're really not that different me and you..* i am who i am and people can take it one way or another but at least i'm living honestly..* i'm not a killer but don't push me!*i'm not perfect, i never tried to be..i've made mistakes..i've taken the easy way out..i've lied to my friends..i've hidden the truth so many times from so many people..i've hurt people and i've even done it on purpose..i've left people behind..i've spread rumors..i've said things that i didn't mean..i'm no better than anyone, anywhere..i'm human..i have faults and i'm not afraid to admit that..i want to change, but i won't because that's what we do, that's what we've always done..we list our faults like a grocery list, and we move on expecting everything to somehow change itself..it never will..i will never change..i will never be perfect..i will always make mistakes..i'll, more often than not, take the easy way out..i will lie, hide the truth, hurt people, leave people behind, spread rumors, and say things i don't mean for the rest of my life..*i'm not a perfect girl..my hair doesn't always stay in place and i spill a lot of things..i'm pretty clumsy and sometimes i have a broken heart my friends and i sometimes fight and maybe some days nothing goes right..but when i think about it and i take a step back, i remember how amazing my life truly is and that maybe, just maybe - i like being imperfect!* you want to know who i really am? yeah,so do i!