I'm 20 years old, currently living in Manchester, UK. I'm unemployed and looking for work. I don't have many interests although I do enjoy playing guitar and I want to get back into rock climbing, something I gave up a couple of years ago. I struggle to keep motivated and I find blogging is a good way to express my thoughts and feelings, and it is something I have started to enjoy a lot. Sometimes it's easier to post something on facebook to people you've never met than to discuss it with your friends. I spend a lot of time (and money) partying and socialising with my friends. Althoguh it's very hedonistic, it keeps my mind off other things and in the short term it keeps me happy. Eventually I hope to find long term happiness, and to become proactive and a positive thinker.