bharat reddy

bharat reddy

i look routine but i can get creative at times,there are many whom i see as a inspiration,i admire many a people.I love people with good intensity.people i like the most are pavan kalyan,sachin,sourav,chiranjeevi,ram gopal varma.I get emotionally attatched to friends,i love making good friends and for me,the fear of losing them is more than the joy of having them because i know how exactly it feels when u lose one.I am not actually perfect with my attitude and personality,i would love to mould into a good boy who knows how to manage people and talk exactly what i should at that point of time to that particular individual.I cry a lot,i am aggressive.I love intense people,so i love pavan kalyan.I love the way he behaves and how he lives his life.I am short tempered,i get into most of the unnessessary things and get angry.I lost quite a few people in my life.I get happy when people gel well in love.I always get satisfied watching people succeed in love.It looked after me with warmth but i lost it too.There was a point in my life where nothing seems to be happening,not even studies.Then love came on,swept me off my feet,then i felt "do i financially,really deserve this".God felt the same,made me find my feet and feel deservingly lonely.I want to change i want to be alone so that i can heartfully cry when i feel like crying.I always wish everyone who played a integeral part of my life to live well.I do not aspire on making money and earning luxury.I am suffice with just about suffucient money to look after people in my life.One day i will change so that when people leave me they should think like this is not the one to leave ,this is the one to have.I like to make people laugh.But i have a bad habit of sharing my sorrows with most of them,I somehow feel the sorrows which cannot be cleared by the people around u,u should keep them to u,there is no point in making them feel the depth of that sorrow.My attitude is like ,we need not think and use satisfying set of words when talking to my friends,i remain original and that makes me lose some.The one thing i need to and will change with time is reduce my vulnerability in the anger factor.Other than this i will remain as the same bharat.I know i will not have many good frnds but i will remailn with some great friends.Today my parents feel i have a broken career and they should work even harder and save all the money to invest in my settlement.I today have only tears in my eyes and some rugged confidence that somed