Bini

Ghorahi, Dang

i dont know much about me... but i wanna say something... this i'd always looked forward to tell, always wished to be known by someone, a secret keeper perhaps, to listen and still not be bothered to judge me...ppl are gonna do it anyway though...

i wish to be a free person, everyone wishes to be... and the tragedy is the harder they try to free themselves, the more encaged they become. my only motto in life is to live till u live, i dn wanna just exist. i wanna have something to think about when i wake up the other day, a pupose to fulfil, a feat to achieve, something that i could rebel for, stand up for, something that would generate fire in me, something that's beyond the gamut of words to tell but that creates swirling of emotions in me even when i think of it like i do now, this thing i wanna have it forever... i wanna try new things, wanna get something to mesmerize at, to marvel at with every another sunrise, to love someone from every instinct every beat of me and wanna be loved the same way. i wanna fly in the sky, drown in the ocean, flow with the rivers, sing with the birds, fall with the stream and then grow up with trees. i wanna fight the whirlwinds of life, and find the silver linings in the dark clouds. i dn fear living life at the edges cos that's what makes life worth living. But secretly, u know what! i think it'd be ethereal to make my own journey but with a feeling of warmth, compassion, love with "someone"... and eventually find myself, know a bit more about me, life, world...

i wanna have a regret free life and till now i have no regrets either. i have miseries but no regrets(had none, then guess had one, then freed of it)... Everything's there apparently, all luxury, all that body needs to be alive and yet i feel life's missing something, it's spirit... i just wanna be!!! i know life doest gift us what we want but all we need... then i believe, need is not what we live for. i realize that life just doest carry on with sentiments alone and yet here i wait with all my sentiments, till when? i too dn know...

well, this is all about what i had, what i have and what i wanna... i dn know if there's about me...

...and if u think this is creepy, let me tell u, m more queer and cranky than this... haha...

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    • MBBS 2nd year