 I would describe myself as emotional and highly strung. If something upsets me, it really upsets me. If something makes me angry, I get really angry. But it's all very upfront. I can't hide it. I'm also loyal and I hope I'm fun. I am determined to be cheerful and happy in whatever situation I may find myself. For I have learned that the greater part of our misery or unhappiness is determined not by our circumstance but by our disposition. While I know myself as a creation of God, I am also obligated to realize and remember that everyone else and everything else are also God's creation. I see myself as an intelligent, sensitive human, with the soul of a clown which forces me to blow it at the most important moments. I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others, rather than to be false, and to incur my own abhorrence. I question myself every day. That's what I still find motivating about this. I don't have the answers, I don't pretend that I do just because I won the match. Just keep fighting and maybe something good happens. I just like to keep challenging myself, keep it varied. It's a craft, and I'm constantly trying to learn and get better at it.