I love beauty in every form and see it in everything. I'm not your average girl next door. I'm a successful business owner, world traveler, professional model, and probably the most driven and ambitious person you will ever meet. I have been through hell and back; yet despite all of the ugly I have seen and experienced, I still have a good heart and try to see the best in people's though I have HUGE trust issues. I was in a bad relationship for several years and my ring was a weight stopping me from being the best person I can be. All I ever wanted was a simple life and though I enjoyed the one I had, I still wished sometimes for those simple things: Waking up next to some one I truly love, a family, not being so materialistic (though I do enjoy the high life) and truly loving and valuing myself- not just my possessions or my image. At many times however, I would realize in my heart that the life I had wasn't what I truly wanted. I had so much that most people can only dream of for for many years: traveling the world luxuriously, a life of leisure, my own personal Saks in my closet, 6 figure cars, Fortune 500 CEO boyfriends, unlimited finances, a perfect body and the best plastic surgery money could buy.. and yet I was never truly happy. I did anything I could to fill the emptiness in my heart except cheat. I often wondered why the things that come so easy to most others are impossible for me, and why I am yet able to do the things most others only can ever dream of. Maybe I'll never know but I do know this- the life you want does not come by "finding" yourself, it comes from creating yourself. Last year I was at the end of my rope in so many ways. I had all I thought I could want and I had done it all by myself but something was missing. I met Travis when I was least expecting it and I did everything I could at first to drive him away. Fortunately for me, he wouldn't leave. I'm so grateful to have such a wonderful caring and considerate man. Not to mention he's ridiculously sexy and fun. Life is never boring and I don't wake up each morning feeling like something is missing anymore. I'm happy for my new life, my new home, and for my new family.