Eduardo Cano

I apply my brain to everything I do. Obsessive. Compulsive. Though not obsessive-compulsive. I tend to dawdle on problems that are easily solvable if you ask people. But there's the rub.

I feel that having a volatile personality is the only reason I'm going to be able to push my personality in the direction I want it to go. Meaning I generally freak out people on a daily basis.

A weird trait of my brain is that so much stress has fringe benefits. The less I think the more I know, meaning, I get bouts of confidence in times when I rely on instinct. Like a wind up toy that's finally able to unwind. It feels great.

Recently it has come to my attention thanks to a few people in my life that my neurosis state makes little sense and that my instinct state is actually more functional. Meaning I should trust my instincts more.

Recently, I've been working on "strategic confidence". I'm going to try and see what parts of my personality are strong and which ones are weak and construct a CONFIDENCE that tries to make us of it.

STRONG INTUITION,

DEVASTATINGLY LONG CRITICAL THINKING PERIOD,

NO COACH TO TELL ME WHEN TO CUT OFF THINKING AND RUN WITH SOLUTION.

Fear is a weird one, I'm not sure if I'm running on fear or a hypothesis. Neurotic.