Cookie-Bear the kitty

My adorable Cookie, your sweet little heart gave out on you today. I don't know why and don't think a lifetime of facts would help me understand. This is one of the saddest days of my life and I wish I could take it back and make it disappear.

You have been such a wonderful companion. You helped me through my darkest days with your adorable face and love of cuddling. The day my father died, you stayed right next to me as if you knew I needed you. I know you wanted to run outside and chase birds instead. I could not begin to thank you or explain the impact of the simple gesture. There were many days leading up to that when the only thing that could make me smile was you. You were my elixir in a cute fluffy package.

I was so lucky to have you in my life. I wish it could have been longer than 6 years. I take solace in knowing you had a happy life and lived unburdened with the mundane trappings of a human existence. Your eyes were always bright, clear and blue without a cloud in sight.

In your last moments, I am honored that you came to me for comfort. If I had known you were leaving for good, I would have just hugged and kissed you until you flew permanently to your new adventure. I am sorry your last breath was in the hands of a doctor and not in mine.

It never occured to me that you would leave so soon. I thought we would grow old together but I guess I have to do that without you now. I will keep you in my heart and carry memories of you every day instead.

I love you very much and will see you in heaven.

Love, Mommy

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My name is Cookie. I am a cat who lives in the suburbs of LA.

My favorite things are a fresh litterbox, mint from the garden and fighting with my sister Coco.

I like to keep watch over my garden and keep other cats out of my backyard. The sun always feels good on my fur.

Life is good. I can't really complain.