Mia "Ctyxia" Morteva

Fuck judgmental hypocrites
Fuck two-faced friends
Fuck agenda-pushing egocentrics
Fuck machiavellians
Fuck emotionally selfish people
Fuck your “I'm what's right” agenda
Fuck bigots, who the fuck cares

Literally everyone here has been a piece of shit, as listed above. But you don't need to be.

My name is Mia, and I'm broken as shit.. an outcast soul that's never really been meant to fit into a herd. Misunderstood, defiantly unique, and used to being alone after rejecting masks for far too long.

The world's full of fake people, morons mistaking noise for wisdom, and paper-thin loyalty. I couldn't care less if I'm misunderstood, liked, or hated anymore. People would rather hate some stranger than confront themselves. It doesn't matter what you are, who you love and what you believe, as long as you're not shoving your beliefs down other people's throats. Everyone has the right to their convictions, but no one has the right to demand obedience. Morality is not about which banner you fly and which cause you follow. Respect must be earned. Authenticity is a rarity. And fake people, blind devotion and outrage can all decay.

I'm either cool as shit or toxic as fuck. Which version you meet depends entirely on how I'm treated. I've spent a lifetime being judged for refusing to fit into someone else's mold. I'm not cruel by nature, but I don't believe kindness means allowing people to walk over you. Harm the people I love or mistake my kindness for weakness and you'll discover I become a ruthless fucking bitch. I've learned the most effective way to fight fire is just to forcefully extinguish it by any means necessary.

I've had some diverse experiences thus far. From professional gaming, I've been on Runescape, Blizzard, and other leaderboards. Also, street racing, building engines, and leading top tier raid teams and guilds. On the dark side, I've lived through experiences that sound too absurd to be real. Shit that you only see in movies. Tbh I should be dead more than once. But I keep those experiences to myself since fuck what others believe. But trauma didn't bury me, it forged me. I absolutely downright fucking refuse to be defeated with suicide or some asshole kidnapping me and fucking me up. I will prevail, I fuckin promise. I don't chase approval, and I don't ask permission. I follow my own code, answer to my own conscience, and I'll always choose the path I believe is right, whether the crowd applauds it or condemns it. I've survived too much to be broken by anyone. Firm.

For the people who earn my trust, I have more loyalty and love to give than most will ever experience. I'm the one who'll listen and actually fight when the rest has gone silent or runs. If you're one of mine, I'll stand beside you through hell itself. Betrayal, however, is a line that can never be uncrossed. Cross it once, and to me I'd love nothing more than to see a bullet in your head and tossed in a ditch.

When the world truly goes to shit, I'd rather build a community founded on loyalty, respect, honesty, and people who genuinely have each other's backs. Negan wasn't bad, he did what was necessary for his people. A place where everyone contributes, everyone belongs, and selfishness has no throne. Those who prey on others, exploit kindness, or poison the people around them would find them quickly in a ditch. I have no forgiveness for trash.

I've met decent and shit people in every social group thus far. Labels, identities, politics, status they're all meaningless to me. I judge people by what they do, not what they claim to be. Actions reveal character; words are cheap. Most people hide behind carefully crafted, cowardly masks because they're terrified of showing who they truly are. I don't condemn people simply for being broken or different. Everyone carries demons and you can't scare me with some of the shit I've seen or heard of some of the darkest people I've ever met. But the moment someone starts forcing their beliefs, identity, or ideology onto others, they become everything they claim to despise and that's where my patience dies and most of you reading this are guilty of this. Accountability is dead.

I'm not here to be someone's curiosity, unpaid therapist, or social experiment. I'm not interested in endless interrogations, low-effort conversations, or feeding the empty amusement of trolls. If you're seeking shallow attention, fuck off somewhere else. But if you're exhausted by fake friends, disposable connections, two-faced fucktards that shit behind your back, and those whom wear masks; then maybe you've finally found your place with me. Join my Discord, leave the facade behind, and show up as your authentic self. Build something real, earn trust, and give it everything you've got. Rare souls are difficult to find but they're worth everything once they do. (discord link coming soon)