Shalom Czar See

I'm Shalom Czar C. See, 19 yr's old. I'm Marketing and advertising management student. Sometimes I feel as though there are two me's, one coasting directly on top of the other: the superficial me, who nods when supposed to nod and says what supposed to say, and some other, deeper part, the part that worries and dreams... Most of the time they move along in sync and I hardly notice the split, but sometimes it feels as though I'm two whole different people and I could rip apart at any second.

Whether I fail or succeed shall be no man's doing but my own. I am the force. There is no me. I do not exist. There used to be a me, but I had it surgically removed I hear my silence talked of in every lane;The suppression of a cry is itself a cry of pain.
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I am the perfect version of me