Dat Phan

SACRIFICE/LOVE Keep your job and private life seperate, love and social life seperate. Time to love in peace like missionary, time to hate, evil desire in war Sephiroth: Tell me what you cherish most. Give me the pleasure of taking it away Who/What you love most in your life?" Parents, Your wife/husband, kids, friends...?God? You cant ....God xD My farewell address if you forgot about me and me becoming a missionary and you dont have the time to know me: "Here's my story of how i became a missionary. On the first day at college, I couldn't do it. Why? cuz it ain't what i want in life. I felt it wasn't right so I took some time to search for a right path in my life. So one day i went to church and got in touch with most of the people at the church. I got baptize with water and soon after they gave me a bible. I start reading it and the most interesting story was about Jesus Christ. Jesus is what i want to be like as if he's the role model i wish to be. I read everytime i had the chance and up until now. I experience knowledge beyond my wildest belief. They said, "Wisdom take ages to learn." I believe its true since it took me about 5 years to understand the gospel/story of Jesus Christ and truly follow and live out my faith as a missionary. It took me so long almost 6 yrs to have the courage to act strong and live out my faith as a missionary to spread the gospel of Jesus Christ. Why it took me so long? Cuz i never focus what's the most important in my life which is doing God's will. Now i wish to tell you how. How? The world is always in a constant change, but i learned God will be with me always. This's my true happiness and noone can take it away from me, no matter what they say or do. For example,your career, banking savings, everything you love in this world except anything else related to God's words will be gone in times. This is God's will given to me and my testament of how i would live out my life and prove my faith in God as a missionary in which i spread the words of God. There is quote that help me to find the answer i seek in my missionary, "Freeyly you have received, freely give. Do not take along any gold or silver or copper in your belts; take no bag for the journey, or extra tunic, or sandals or a staff; for the worker is worth his keep. Whatever town or village you enter, search for some worthy person there and stay at his house until you leave, As you enter the home, give it your greeting. If the home is deserving let your peace rest on it; if it is not, let your peace return to you. If anyone will not welcome you or listen to your words, shake the dust off your feet when you leave that home or town.....(Matthew 10:29)" I talk the talk but still prove nothing so for the next several years of my life. I will prove myself and act strong in my belief of truly becoming missionary. Why missionary in Vietnam? If you're born in a country with barely or no biblical history of Jesus Christ, God, other God messenger, what would you choose? which will you choose?"For honor/glory is earned, its not given." For thy kingdom is the power and glory forever and ever. Amen. Some said I'm shit and suck at life. What's right and wrong in life? I fail pretty much everything in life, trying to find last words before I go? (kinda like Jiraiya's Last words)"Would u still love me if I had no money, no cloth, no home, no friends? I'm just dirty naked homeless begging for something, your life but that's not enough. If I was sick, poor, and old, would I live out my faith 'til the end? Yes, for love is patient, determined, disciplined, etc... In the past, I would get lost in this world time after time so u gave me the words of God left in a Holy Bible or Good Book to show me the way, the truth, and life. I never focus what's most important and the center of my life, I always get sidetrack from you, oh God my soul would come back to you when my life went on wrong path and lose its way. But I never gave up and always so patient waiting for your Will, o God for I would love you always with all my heart and soul. I hope I'll find honor, glory, and meaning in this life. Oath I have taken to promise to spread gospel of Jesus Christ 'til the end of time. Here is song that i wrote in the past about me: Lyrics for Requiem of Dream (2:30 to end) "This is my story...yo you ready? Let's go... I have listen as you had talk for a decade passed me by Now it's time walk the walk down my true path in life Ask me what's the meaning of life. And I will tell you the truth But you wouldn't bother to try Since you got nothing to prove 'Cuz y'all a bunch of deuce with nothing to lose What if I did tell you the truth You won't even do 'Cuz of your wicked way Bad temptation you should stay away Blessed is the sick, the poor, and old Even they have a goal for they've never do what they've told By the Devil who always want their soul Because part of you never listen to your heart But it's not too late to depart from your wicked way At the end