Lexx S

i am lexx, not alex, take note of that. i'm a walking, talking, superlative contradiction. i'm an equal inequality. I'm a spiritual realist. i'm nothing, yet i'm everything. i don't take criticism well. i appreciate simplicity. water, trees, and some cannabis make me excessively happy. i'm a thrift-store shopping, floral obsessed, pretty-object addict. i'm obsessed with all things psychedelic and psychoactive. alternate states of consciousness are the most fascinating things to me. i'm happy to say that i have finally found my passion. i truly am a compilation of everyone i have ever met. i take pieces of everything with me, and they become me. everything inside of me is waiting to get out. words, ideas, poetry, thoughts, hopes, songs. i constantly feel incapable of accomplishing anything. i cannot tell the difference between what i admire and what i despise. oscar wilde is my idol in so many ways. i'm confusion, stress, happiness, and lust with a heart and veins. i'm always getting closer to exactly who i want to be. "i am the all-singing, all-dancing crap of this world.... i am the toxic waste by-product of god's creation." more than anything, i am just a high school girl, trying to live, trying to succeed, trying to meet the one unanimous goal of being happy. i'm always evolving. nothing is wrong with me, yet everything is.