Denise Meredith

I am a single...newly divorced white female at 43 years of age. I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life. I'm in the prime of my life. I have 3 boys I treasure more than anything else. Two of which are over 18 and one is 15. I've been a nurse since 2007 and wouldn't have chosen any other profession. Being an RN is my second love of my life after my boys, of course. I look fwd to whatever the future holds because it can only get better. I thank God I've had the experiences I've been lucky enough to have including lots of traveling to new places and meeting new people. I've always said things happen for a reason but in reality I hadn't lived it until very recently. My divorce was not in my beliefs and until I had no other options didn't want to be in that statistical group of what I thought of as weak ones that couldn't handle up n downs which happen in all relationships. However, looking back it was the best decision made for me. Am I say for me because I would've tried however miserable I was and would've remained. Commitment is a very strong belief. I learned so many things from that experience that I'm a new and very different person today. I continue to believe I'm commitment but happiness and love come first. I can say that now because I found that one person you find maybe once in your life if your lucky who changes everything. And for 6 months I lived in a world many may only think of in fantasies or romance novels. I fell very much in love with true man. A man of his word! A man that respected me and a man who made me believe I was the most wonderful person he'd ever met. This man passed away 6 months after we started dating and I found out what it was like to be truly devastated. This man who had taught me so much about love, who when held by him, made it feel as if we melted into one another. Who's touch was indescribable was gone. My divorce after 24 years to a person I thought loved me was nothing compared to the torturous pain of this loss. I can only Believe he came into my life to teach me this very thing.....love,.... True UNCONDITIONAL.....passionate love. Without him I may have never known existed. I devote this to him. I will always love him. I will never forget how I felt in his strong, safe, loving arms. Thank you my bebe Chris F. Mom (Toni) and I miss you and I know your with me everyday. Never leaving me even in death. So you may be thinking why now is she the happiest she's ever been? Well that's simple, I lived and maybe for a