Edward Baikman

I'm a young man who has Borderline Personality Disorder. FYI: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_personality_disorder

My father used to abuse me when I was a child and my mother didn't do anything to help me out. He hit my hand with a hammer once. I can't forget how painful was that day. One day, when I was a teenager, I killed my father stabbing him in the back, letting him bleed until death. I raped my mother with a bottle and I killed her then. She used to have an extravagant makeup and a mole under the right eye. She was combing her hair when I did it. Since that day, I started killing girls with brown hair and eyes, making them up like my mother, drawing a mole under their right eyes. I comb them before raping, of course. I just want to make sure they are like my mother.

The cops finally locked me in jail and I spent 20 years there. In my last three years in jail, a shrink called Lila helped me. She was so sweet and we fell in love with each other. She told me about her dark past, that his father raped her and how awful her husband was. When I got out of jail, I did what she asked me for: I killed her husband and his girlfriend.

I'll never forget that smell.

I like deceiving women telling them I'm innocent and showing them my sweet side. I also try to kill myself sometimes.