I appear to be here on this precious planet to learn to love me. In Each Moment......To love me regardless of whether anyone else acceps or loves me or whether II am able to accomplish anything I set out to do.. here almost 68 years and still wondering How to better share who i am am and to guide others to be Ok with who they are.

So far I have lost a lot and Loved a lot and influenced many many lives for the better, encouraged many to love themselves and accept the now as it is and to find their connection to their heart.

I have taught myself to paint watercolor with Van Gogh as my mentor. I have shared copies of paintings all over the place, sold very very few. my dream is to print them on fabric as murals or linens, designs on designer dresses and purses.

I also dream of having a practice of coaching others to focus on their breath coming and out of their dear body..... and to live through their heart-mind and love themselves even more.

I do this now for friends but it would be good to actually get paid for this too.

My schooling has been living with limitations, living in my car in the woods for two years being homeless while dealing with Lupus. And lots of study of meditation and energy hearling along with practice.

Currently I do the best I can to do each day taking care of me and loving me even though I have not healed this body or created a better living for me.

I am most excellent at listening with my soul and heart to your story. Just being heard by someone who cares deeply helps you to See your life and appreciate your unique story ..... the glitches and hurdles, sorrows and triumphs. I have a gift of guiding and holding your hand through places you feel are too dark and scary. With me we can explore and sort out the scary bits.

I have died several times and talked with guides and so wanted to go home..but was sent back to be Present Here Now On this dear planet connected to the trees and crystals and to heart-lights and love.

Much much love and smiles to you from me....

Eesha Laurel

My art on Google Photos https://goo.gl/photos/qMMQRyJo5sNdWG8i7

https://goo.gl/photos/emdUFsDC2NDwAvvD8

https://goo.gl/photos/trZyvudM72tD3tH49