Hey, I'm a unicorn and I'm in love with Beau Mirchoff and Ian Somerhalder :) I love music and my favourite artists are Avril Lavigne, Green Day, Mayday Parade, Papa Roach and Sleeping With Sirens :) No one knows the real me and no one ever will-i act all day and everyday because faking a smile is easier than explaining whats wrong with me-because I really don't know. I'm a really self destructive person and I hate myself more than anything else in the world. I've been diagnosed with depression and I have some sort of eating disorder. I would give anything to do disappear from the world and stop breathing. I'm never alone even when I'm alone because I have people living in my head who never shut up-they scream at me and when I try to run away from them they follow and start increasing the volume and the harshness of what they're saying. As you can tell I'm really fucked up and I let out my emotions through writing. What I write isn't the sort of writing that you read and think "Wow she's talented"It's not the sort of writing that you read and think its tragically beautiful. It's the sorting of writing that you look at and don't even bother to find out what it says because you're already bored. I'd really appreciate it if you'd check my blog out: isuffertosurvive.tumblr.com