i am forgetful and forgettable. Like Memento, or at least that guy from memento. Isn't his name Guy? weird. I don't really create anything tangible or useful. But my thoughts are pretty fucking cool. Sometimes. Sometimes they are just vindictive. And then I feel bad. Why should I care that someone is more successful than me. Why do I deserve success anyway? I'd probably just quit out of rebellion. I hate having commitments. yet, all I really ever want is for people to commit to me. It's a bizarro fucking world out there and i created it.