My name is Estevan Martinez I turned 30 just a few months ago I am currently on disability wail i attend school now that i have the opportunity although I can't endure a full time schedule I am very interested in learning how to write because I do it often an am good at it my mental disorder is basically deep depression along with an extream sensitivity to lifes hardship and a tendency to over react as well as review past events in my life even dewall on my life until I find some sort of meaning or reason however I've keeped my sanity intact despite my hardships by writing down what I see an with using one of my more distinct talents I posses the ability of observation with close attention to detal and defining what I see finaly describing with accurate detail sometimes surfacing some of God's hidden blessings camouflaged and buried in the picture an shearing them with anyone who cares to see what it is exsatly what I saw an how I saw it an hear from my perspective the reason an meaning for what ever it is I'm dwelling on