Addnan Akber

I m not a player I m the game, contemplative and analytical by nature. When you look at me from your own sanctuary I may seem to be strange archeology but when the winds blow from this direction you may sense that I’m in your reflection. Left alone to inhale the souls of those I have craved all my life. People are all around me seem to be like a prolonged shadow. I do not feel their breath since I am blinded by my lust for happiness. My infidel thoughts drive me to extremes i have yet to explore. Staring into space I cry out for help - my hands are held tight & my arms are jerked to a hurtful hault. Lost in the wilderness, I search for answers which have no questions. Digging a grave six feet deep, I stand on the edge waiting for a nudge, in the hopes of being touched in a manner I earned - eternally. I have a lot of energy and I am ready to share it with somebody who also want change the world with me, help people who need an opportunity, children who just want to be happy! We don’t live for ourselves we live for each other! There’s no world if u care only about you’re …! The most miserable and terrible thing is to die alone! We forget about our mission sometimes and loose our way! We put wrong values on the top of our lives. People can make miracles! But only when they work together and believe in each other! if u a star and shit finally happened, you got there, you r standing on the top and say u aint need nobody and all the world is spinning around you, remember - one day nobody needs you and only ravens are spinning around! Don’t forget who you are wherever you go! Life is very cruel but all those bad things that happen to us it’s just a test. God didn’t create people to make them suffer and die. He made love and gave it to us. And when we forgot what love is and care the worst things happens. We cause them our own. Honesty and love is a key to happiness. We can be happy even when we don’t have what we want. Because, not material things makes happiness. And not even relationships. When you love the world - you are able to be happy. love trees, air, sun, butterflies, rain, people smiles, kids playing in the garden, city lights, laughter and street noise... we can be happy keeping all that safe and help others be healthy and appreciate. Every second of this life. Even if it’s tough. It is just the time to pull through. Because, after bad times there are the good times...people must remember that and never give up and believe g-d knows what’s right f