Josh ForeverAsking...

I am a former child who was born in the 1980s. I am not a parent yet so I can be very immature and juvenile, but I like to talk grown-up because then they listen to me better when I have something important to say!

I often get angry when I see or hear hypocrites - or even smell them! (Once, somebody with really bad sweaty body odour told me they don't like the smell of the anti-perspirant I use! Huh!)

I try to speak out for people who are too scared to speak out for themselves for fear of being accused of things which they haven't actually done, or treated badly (as if they are the same as everybody else in a similar category to them)!

I believe in individuality. Everybody is different. Nobody is perfect and I get sick of seeing so many otherwise intelligent-seeming people treat other people like they are predictable!

I follow and subscribe to people I find interesting as human beings or organisations - but not always because I agree with their opinions or what they do. Sometimes I'm just curious. I don't expect them to do the same for me in return, and I never expect anybody to agree with me or support me either!

I'm learning. I've made mistakes in life. My name might already explain that, but I have loads of questions which have been bugging me since I was very little and I still don't know why I am the way that I am!

I thought I would know everything by the time I grew up. Sadly, I was very much mistaken!

I don't like the guy I see in the mirror now because I don't really like men. I was bullied at school and had no guys to look out for me and protect me from abuse. I've learnt that it's safer to assume that any man I meet today will abandon me when things get a tiny bit difficult for them. I look at photos of myself as a boy and wonder why he had to leave the mirror without ever saying goodbye. Sad huh? I miss him and the people who loved him. They don't seem to love me the same way they loved him. I don't know why!

Females terrify me just because I probably terrify them! I find many females beautiful but I'm not brave enough to get close to them without help. I hope that one day this changes because I wish I could be a dad one day, like other guys I know, and be everything I wish I had. Kids are wonderful. I miss them so much!

I hope you feel like you understand me a bit better. =)

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