Jessica Mandy

Here's my story since I was 12 I've always wondered when i was gonna have the kind of love my parents had...now i know that it isn't everything it was cracked up to be it's not some perfect romance like people in "the notebook" no everything isn't lovey dovey there's a lot of fighting and a shit ton of crying on my part because i fell in love with a guy i shouldn't have....he's a great guy don't get me wrong but he just doesn't know yet if he likes me or wants to date me again he confuses me and i confuse him i know we don't make sense but we're perfect for eachother i have to wait for him to get that through his head i'm not gonna give up on someone i can't go a day without him being inside my head i love him so much it hurts sometimes i know it shouldn't but that's what love is it's a hurting thing i guess but anyway that's why all my stuff on tumblr is so depressing i just thought i'd explain it to you but to you i love you all my followers...;* Muahh!