francine perry

i am a single(?) woman, seperated form my husband, since 2006. we are not divorced yet. we were married in 1993. we had 4 children together, and i had 3 prior to marrying him. i am living with my boyfriend of 2 years. he is the love of my life, and he is so kind, loving, gentle, easy going, sincere and funny. he makes me smile and feel all gooey inside when i think about him. he does make me mad at times, more like frustrated. but, he is mine and i am in love with him. i am almost 46 years old. i am currently out of work, but trying to sell Avon. i live in ohio, the town where my boyfriend is from. i was born and raised in toledo. i've lived in tn from 2004 - 2010. my ex husband is from there. but from 1993 to 2000 we moved back and forth several times. anyway, i mentioned i had 7 kids. well they are all ages from 23 - 13. i have not seen or talked to 6 of them since 2005. they were taken away from us in 2005 by the state of tn. i tried to get them back. but with no success. so finally in 2007 i signed my rights off. i wish and pray everyday that i could go back in time and change that one and only decission in my life. it kills me inside that i know nothing about my children. i am not puting this out here for anything more than to let people know that what ever is going on in your life ~ you can survive. i have gone through so much in my life, yet i've managed to survive it. i am not happy or at times at peace,. i just am. that is it, i just am. i am an only child, my parents are gone. i am trying to survive, i am trying to even find some peace and happiness. whether i find it, or even deserve it is yet another story. peace and happiness to one and all. find your place in life and make the most of it.