Hi, my name is Gay. I’m a disabled retired nurse living in Dallas, Texas. I am disabled I'm retired because I was a victim of a violent crime in 2002. I walked out of the door after babysitting and got caught in between cute rival gang members and I got shot by the first bullet. It was A9 millimeter hollow point that goes through Police vest it went through my internal organs hit my hip then exploded inside. I was on machines for 10 days. The doctor told my family I would be like that so my family decided to take me off the machine. I was in a place I call Heaven I could feel being pulled back here. So I shouted out to God please Lord don't send me back. He replied Gay I'm not through with you yet. So when I woke up I kept asking for his woman I call my second mom Thelma Wells she goes by the name Mama T she travels with Joyce Meyers and Women of Faith. She was on tour with them at that time I was in Seattle Washington. Dropped out of the tour and was by my bedside in 2 days asking me what is it honey? I asked her what is my purpose? She said I don't know but God will reveal that to you in time. I've been through multiple surgeries over the years and I've hung up and gotten through each and every one of them. But now I'm very sick I'm starting liver treatments for the 2nd of January but there's also some things going on that the doctors can't figure out at this point. Each doctor visit cost $45. I am on Social Security disability and a very fixed income so I cannot afford all the tests that you're wanting to run that scans MRIS and other Specialists to be seen. So I'm running this GoFundMe campaign to help with my medical expenses. I would be extremely grateful for your help. God will bless you tenfold for any type of blessing you give to another whether it is a good deed or if it is financial. My purpose is to spread the Gospel wherever I go to give my testimony to inspire others. I believe that you can get through anything with prayer and believe and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. This platform give you 5 choices to say what your interests are. It automatically put this down. (I am a fan of gardening, arts, and music. I’m also interested in animals and writing.) Before becoming disabled and now that I am very ill. I used to ride horses I'm a swimmer I was the type of person that was spontaneous and went to every Festival that there was around very outgoing I love to dance but I can no longer do that. I miss nursing with all my heart because God put me