Gail Elaine
My deepest desire is to keep pressing ahead...for I know that my LORD's return is so very near.
I must keep working through all of the daily matters at hand, most of the time I feel overwhelmed by the many projects that have gone uncompleted or completely ignored. I do not find it easy to plow through the mountains of unattended junk in my life - I battle with Doing, because I see it as having to be done right & perfect. There is where the battle rages within me...raised & disciplined by a perfectionist...I have the neverending loop of the lie "do it right or don't do it at all" running in my mind, so I remain frozen in my overwhelmed state, unable to achieve even the smallest of victories.
My Lord & Savior has done it all for me...I praise God Most High for my salvation by the precious Blood of Jesus - this world leaves me broken hearted for the Lost, but rejoicing over any & all that come to Believe in Yeshua for their salvation everlasting!
I keep putting one foot in front of the other in an attempt to stay but a few steps ahead of the enemies that are on my heels. My heart says "Be Strong & of Good Courage", my body wants to curl up in a ball...my paradox, yet I hope!
We All Battle Daily & He Never Leaves Us Nor Forsakes Us.
I may be a mess, but I am the precious mess of God Most High; so I press on..