osman ahmad

i kept the promise I've promised to you, i am still doing my best and getting better at so many things actually even if five or four organs of my body struggle from time to time, i am not sure if i am able to eat, drink water or sleep well sometimes it becomes difficult for me to take my breath also i usually carry things above my weight but it has became more difficult to me to get up from my bed because my heartbeats aren't stable (i exercise though), i am not using this as an excuse but i didn't want to bring you into this situation and i don't want to regret not telling you about all those problematic stuff i take care of my mental health first so no need to worry about it, i am so glad to see you again and i hope you are well i was worried somehow, also i couldn't find a better thing to gave you except making this world a better place for you because i really care about you rabia and i really care about your happiness no matter what, i wanted to thank you for your helping me that day in addition, you know if i can give you the rest of my life I won't hesitate about it, i hope you forgive me if i have done anything to you that's all what i am asking for death isn't far away from me but i won't die before i make this world a better place, i hope it's not embarrassing to you to read