Neel t

My journey into life started when I was born into a joint family in a small town called Rajahmundry. Surprisingly, I have a very vivid memory of many events which happened around me from the time I was about 2. I know that because I remember the house we lived in, and I remember being confused when my mother and my aunts sat around my grandmother's dead body and cried. I grew reclusive and lonely when we moved to the city as I cherish and blossom when I have admirers around me. I had my share of severe setbacks in life, deaths, miscarriages, misunderstandings and was the centre of controversies many times in life. But, I rose higher, with every blow, and now, I have reached a point where I will pick up the stones that people throw at me, decorate them and put them in my aquarium and remember to forgive them! During, my entire journey, I talked to an invisible being, who helped me little by little to overcome difficult times. I have achieved all that I wanted in life, a good husband, lovely children, great friends and relatives who adore me, and overall a good life. But, there is no end to material pursuits...I was always fascinated by the "beyond". I am looking for that one evasive stillness, that nothingness, that oneness, where detachment exists and nothing matters. Is it possible in the modern world? In this process, I will be discussing about masters who have experienced the ultimate "blank". Join me, in my pursuit...and enlighten me. I am all ears.