Girl Surviving x

I'm not very interesting, but I will tell you this: 20% of teenagers are depressed. I am among that 20%. Life when you’re depressed isn’t that hard once you get used to the dull feeling. Eventually you just stop feeling.

I’m just a 14 year old girl, who has been in and out of depression for the last 4 years, who told her teacher she wanted to die when she was only 11 and didn’t even know what depression was. I’m getting better, I think, its getting hard to distinguish between getting better and getting used to it. I think it’s the latter if I’m honest.

If anyone has anything they would like to share or wants anyone to talk to I will always be here to listen because I know someone to talk to is all I want.

For now I will not give my name or my whereabouts just in case anyone I do know comes across this blog – the best part of not having very attentive (or caring) friends: They can’t tell the difference between a fake and a real smile so they don’t know I’ve relapsed.

Thank you for the support xx