Gurudev singh

In Heart of India

Ever seen a pendulum? See how it oscillates? Well, I am just like that. I am the kinda person who oscillates between the maturity of a 7-year-old and a 23-year-old. I can be the most sensible Guy in the room, or act kiddish around everybody. I can be foolish enough to stumble into awkward situations, and then I can be smart enough to come out of them as well. No, it doesn't mean that I have a double-personality. I just tend to adapt to situations (and sometimes, people) better.

I'm the kinda guy who doesn't think out of the box. I prefer throwing the box away, or putting it to some other use. I can be the over-thinker, the over-planner and over-organiser (Yes, that's another word for me – "extreme") but then there are times when I don't give a second thought before doing something. I believe in acting on impulse. That's also because in my opinion, thinking about something only makes it worse, though I keep doing that sub-consciously. Which, by the way, is one of the very few things I'd like to change about myself.

I'm the kinda guy who will pretend to be strong even when something is killing him inside and when he's with someone who is close to him, He doesn't hesitate to break down. (Sometimes it's also because I can't help it) I'm a very emotional person. The smallest of things hurt me, and silliest of things make me cry. But that doesn't mean I'm not fun. Yes, I can be a killjoy sometimes, but mostly, I'm like a blabbermouth around. I can keep talking crap for hours, and you won't get bored. (Of course, conditions apply.)

I don't view the glass as half full or half empty. I prefer putting the glass to a better use by pouring some of my favourite drink in it. How positive or negative I am, isn't always based on my perception about the amount of liquid in the glass or how I choose to see it. I prefer positivity SHOWN in everything I do. I can't say that I'm always the most positive person to talk to, but what I like is that, I'm not negative. (Most of the times) It's not like things don't matter to me, but I try to look at the bright side, because my role model, my dad, taught me that.

I'm the kinda guy who doesn't rationalize. You could say that I'm that person who doesn't reason with anything. Unbelievable things happen, but most of the times, I'm too illogical to understand why. Randomness is a part of me. A quiet walk when it's pouring cats and dogs outside, or strange cravings at weird times for chocolates. Whether it'