I was born in Thailand in 2001 and my language is hmoog just to tell u.Everyday of my life is always lonely and always have been.My families never ununderstand me by the time when I was young and untill I soon turn 12 year old.I always have a dream that someday I will become a korean singer or just live in korean all by myself but some how I don't have to be brave to do it.To myself I have one more dream that is if everyone in my families would just be there for me and always.But I know they will never ununderstand me more than I understand them.Some how inside of my heart there is always a piece missing out but I alrealdy know that the one missing important is my families love.Every day I have to lie more than a thousand times.But I have to lies because I'm alway afraid that the truth is never going to be true anymore.How hard I try to tell the truth my heart like a knife just went inside of me.I'm alway in the darkness alone.When someone hurt me I just walk away with saddness alone.Inside of my heart I know that it hurt when someone doesn't love me anymore but I just have to kept it untill when I'm gone.How hard it hurt I would just keep holding it untill it out and then just let the pain go through me.I alway belive in me but I can't do it anymore because the world isn't big enough for me.The half of my heart say that you need to fine your own way and when you do just keep on untill forever.Some how I learn this on my own it say "When you want somethings but you don't have the money ,you have to earn money on your own untill you grow up.I earn many money but some how I never get what I wanted for ever and maybe I will never ever get it.Sometimes I wish I would just disappear forever and ever never to return to my family again.And some how I wish that they will know my true feeling about them.

HOPE that this will make them understand me more and know that I LOVE them very much.