♡ i love you ♡

so, i'll just start this off by saying that i love you a lot and you're great. okay yes.

❝ how can i love when i'm afraid to fall? but watching you
stand alone, all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

when we first met, i never imagined that we'd be together. i was too frightened of ending up in a place where you thought it was weird that i felt for you or something. i don't know, i was just. very scared. but eventually, i realized there was no reason to be. when i would look at you, i felt myself falling more and more for that beautifully radiant smile you showed me so often. that smile reassured me that there was no reason to be afraid. if i fell, you would catch me. and you did.

❝ i have died every day waiting for you. i have loved you
for a thousand years. i'll love you for a thousand more.

from the moment we first spoke, i felt myself growing fond of you. like i said before, i never imagined this to actually happen, but i really, genuinely felt for you (as i still do, now of course). you could say i knew, subconsciously, that you were going to be something special to me. and you are.

❝ put your arms around me. what you feel is what
you are and what you are is beautiful.

you, in all honesty, are the most beautiful human being i have ever met. inside and out, you are beautiful in every way. i'm no good at expressing how much you mean to me, but please know that i love and treasure you with all of my heart.

❝ do you wanna get married?

okay, this section is the part i'm most nervous about. you might think i'm good with words, but i really don't think i am. i'm just going to be truthful here and try my hardest not to sound stupid.

you have given me life in everything you do. when i am doubting my place in this world, your smile warms my heart. you complete the parts of me that i struggle to perfect within myself. you lift me up with such ease and i want to be able to do this for you as well. forever.

so, i have one thing to ask you.

cha hakyeon, will you do me the honor of being by my side for all of eternity - will you marry me?