whats to know? i work too much, i never have any fun, i havnt seen my friends in ages, my life went from being full of life to lifeless in about a year...But i am working on bringing things back to life again to be who i used to be. I miss being fun and carefree, and just a loveable person who never cared about what people though. Its funny to what life...well what reality does to people who know the truth about what life is really all about. If only i could just forget and remember the past so i can live for the future.