nik ilaiza kamil

PLS ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE MYSELF (ROLLING STONES) SOME SAY 'ANTIQUE' , I SAY 'AGE-LESS', 'TIME-LESS', 'PRICE-LESS' (NOT FOR SALE,) SOME SAY 'FAIRY' , I SAY 'FROM THE LAND OF GLITTERS'. SOME SAY 'BARBIE', I SAY 'MADE IN CHINA WIT A BEATING HEART'. SOME SAY 'WEIRD', I SAY 'DIFFERENT' SOME SAY 'SEXY' I SAY 'BY NATURE' N 'SEXYGROOVES' SOME SAY 'PERFECT' I SAY 'NOBODY IS' SOME SAY 'SENSITIVE' - I SAY 'M ONLY HUMAN & A PIECES' SOME SAY 'SUPERWOMAN' I SAY 'I WISH BUT AM NOT' SOME SAY 'CRAZY' I SAY 'IN A GOOD WAY' SOME SAY 'SPOILT' I SAY 'BEYOND MY CONTROL' , 'BUT NOT A BRAT' SOME SAY 'BLUR QUEEN' I SAY 'DAYDREAM BELIEVER BUT NOT A HOMECOMING QUEEN'SOME SAY'RUDE' I SAY 'HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY' , 'THE TRUTH ALWAYS HURT', 'FALSE HOPE IS EVEN WORSE', 'ANTI- HYPOCRISY', 'MY PARENTS TAUGHT ME NOT 2 LIE' IN CONCLUSION, IM REAL (LIKE J.LO) N IM WORTH IT(LOREAL). I KNOW I NEED TO BE IN LOVE (IN STYLE OF CARPENTERS) , MOST OF THE TIME 'FOOLISH' (IN STYLE OF ASHANTI), U CANT BUY ME LOVE (IN STYLE OF BEATLES) I LIVE MY LIFE IN SUITCASES AND WAS BORN 2 TALK 2 THE MIRROR. MY PARENTS GAVE ME A MORE THAN COMFORTABLE LIFE AND OPPORTUNITIES THAT NOT MANY OTHERS R FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO HAVE AND I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR THE STRICT N RELIGIOUS UPBRINGING THAT THEY HAVE EMBEDDED IN ME THO I DIDN QUITE UNDERSTAND THE DISCIPLINE AND WAYS AS A CHILD, NOW THAT AM A PARENT AND MOTHER MYSELF THE PIECES OF THE PUZZLES ARE SLOWLY FILLING THEIR PLACES. ABOVE ALL I THANK GOD FOR BLESSING ME WITH A WONDERFUL AND FULFILLING LIFE. WITH EVRY CHALLENGE THAT I HAVE BEEN TESTED WITH BE IT SUCCESS OR FAILURE I HAVE BECOME A MORE PATIENT AND STRONGER PERSON. IM GULLIBLE AS I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT BADDIES ONLY EXIST IN MOVIES BUT I HAVE LEARNT THAT SOMETIMES REALITY BITES AND SOMETIMES IT JUST STINGS AND SOMETIMES IM SCARRED FOR LIFE BUT I HAVE FAITH THAT GOD WILL HELP ME THRU IT. I GET KNOCKED DOWN BUT I GET UP AGAIN, (CHUMBAWUMBA) AND AT TIMES I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE GETTING UP AGAIN BUT THEN I REMIND MYSELF THAT GOD WONT TEST U WITH SUMTIN U CANT HANDLE. SOMETIMES IM TOO NICE (SINCERELY) THAT RIPLEYS BELIEVE IT OR NOT I GET TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF OR MANIPULATED, DOESN MEAN 'LIGHTS ON BUT NOBODYS HM. I LUV FURRY THINGS BE IT LIVING THINGS OR OBJECTS , EXCEPT HUMANS! THAT WLD TOTALLY FREAK ME OUT, NEXT 2 COCKROACHES! ) BLESSED WIT CREATIVE TALENT N EXPOSURE, MUSIC IS D ANSWER, SOME PPL NEED TERAPHY, I JUST NEED 2 SING N BLING XOXO