Landing away ...

I had a big dream since I was a kid and it's to fly away I always wanted to join military air forces because someone once made me believe that and I'm writing this for him :'' All I wanted is to be like you , to see the world from the top , to serve this path , but I couldn’t arrive , I did my best to reach this dream that I always wanted , I felt so close to the finish line , but I found out it was all an illusion , it was a mirage in the desert of dreams , it feels like you are suffocating for it as you feel thirsty , I want it more than anything , I still believe that I can reach it one day , however the sky is the limit . Hundreds of people around the world are living their dreams; I’m learning to be satisfied with the destiny , in somehow everything happens has a deep reason , we’re not allowed to know the reasons of what has destined to us , all what is allowed to us is to accept it how it is and believe that there is some sort of good in it . I used to be a realist person but it has nothing to do with realism to believe that I couldn’t reach my dream because I’m not good enough for it ; actually this is wrong , I’ am good enough for it , all what happened is that I didn’t knew that the world can be unfair and so lame , I didn’t knew that it’s corrupted . To the unknown hero , to the beautiful memory of you ,that memory never left my mind . It has been living deep inside me , until it came out and reminded me about what I wanted more than anything else in my life , remembering that smile , those fine words that made me look after being like him , that kind person and the hero , It was few minutes but it's graved in memory for years , I could know the good people from the bad ones , every time I do a flash back I remember every detail , every color I saw , every feeling I had , I can remember his face clearly , hoping that my memory didn't fail me , hoping that it's all true details , if I have a chance to see this person once more again , I would be the happiest person in the world, I would tell him how life is unfair , how life stopped me from reaching my dream , how life made me abandon on the world you told me , I'm glad and I'm deeply hoping you could know how 5 mins with this kid left an impact on her , I finally know who is my idol , I finally know that I want your words to come true , but I'm sorry I couldn't make it ... Life is not that perfect and innocent as I imagined as a kid , it's a dark and corrupted place