A TIME

There was a time, a time that seems so long ago. A time that I couldn't wait to spend time with the one that mattered. Strange how ones heart feels the pangs of what it once so desperately wanted to hold so close, yet knew eventually would disappear. The one that mattered haunts the chambers of my heart and mind and though I walk a different path, my heart knows nothing more but hollowed hopes and promises. There is no room to be pitied, for there is no cause for it. Time moves endless, paths make twists and turns and so does ones heart. As one ages, and goes through many trials, time beats on as ones heart does. But, even time can not mend everything nor bare forgiveness alone. The heart is only as strong as ones own resolve it bares witness of the past, present and future witnessing the choices made protecting the one that houses it. It will continue to beat as time goes on and will be ones companion till the very end. It will bare the gift of remembrance, it will not let you forget there is feeling, even if one chooses to close ones heart. The heart and time will always point out the joys, the pains, the rapture, the sorrows. Never letting you completely become heartless.

J............. 1/1/2014

I've learned the real meaning of LOVE. LOVE is absolute loyalty. People fade, looks fade, but loyalty never fades. You can depend so much on a certain person, you can even set your watch by them. And that's LOVE, even if it doesn't seem exciting. Loyalty is rare and hard to come by.
I am just a simple, complicated woman, can't compete with pretty girls. But, I am honest, caring, loving, trustworthy, funny and at times silly. I may have a habit of over thinking things at times, but it's just because I care so much, so you may say it's a fault or weakness. I am genuinely happy, I love deeply and I will protect those I love and care for.