Janie Green

My new life begins July 2, 2012.

I am not sure what to expect, all I know is I have really messed things up and am hoping to make better decisions starting today!!

The only thing I have no regrets on are my children. I would do that over and over again.

Many people have contributed to the sadness I currently have in my life as well as pushed me to make decisions I may have otherwise not have made (both good and bad decisions). However I know in the end I am responsible for all.

The future is going to be hard, VERY HARD, due to the situations that I have made, and now situations I am forced into due to those decisions. All I can do is make the best of it, and I hope I can do just that.

I do feel like a failure, and I worry about being able to make things better, but I am going to try my best!!! I only hope that my kids grow to not make the same decisions I do, that they learn from my mistakes, that I teach them the opposite of things I have done, that I never treat them like I have been treated or left on the back burner.

Life is my heavens and my hells, and I want nothing but heaven for my children even if there are a few dark clouds to hurdle

Our journey to tranquility is about to begin!!