Long time ago my mother was a maid of my father's mother and father. She was a victims of my father's grim. My father before according to my mother was an addictive man and she was raped by my father. But his family was quiet in they're going to baptized me in a Catholic church and I am carrying his family name.

After two years from suffering of my mother with them the family of my father, she came back her home town in a province of negros occidental which is the municipality of cauayan. But then when I grew up I been a lot of suffering from a family, there standard of living, the love I never feel with my family, the importance of being who you are, the people around mostly of them are judgemental, I never feel those childish moment. Since then when I started to go through all I wanted is to my finish my study and find my father, I'm keeping to be positive as always.

When I am a high school student, I came to to school with so much being tired sometimes lack of nutritional supplements,I'm a looking pale, becuase I'm helping my mother to find money in order we can buy a food. Her husband don't have worked and they 5 children they were my half blood, I am breadwinner for them. When came to school my mother give me only 5 pesos and 1 small piece of a dried fish and a small pack of launch rice. But then I graduated from high school

Starting enrollment of College I thought I could not go to college and I can't finished my study. But there's someone offering me for a school in returned I will worked them but only in a few months, after another a month someone offering me again he will pay the whole tuition in returned I will maitained their flowering plants but only in a few months, lucky I am again our mayor offer that all college student who only stayed with in the vicinity of his municipality will benefit a scholarship. I thought it was my last nightmare but all of it will in God's plan.

Currently I am employed and still hoping to find my father and searching a will good financially stable company in order my family. I can't detailed all information about my life. Only God know everything.