Jessica Bales

You know my name. Not my story, so don't judge me. I've been there, done that and seen it all. I never stay the same. I change like the seasons. I am made up entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions. I'm not perfect. My problem is, I wear my heart on my sleeve and I care too much. Actually, that isn't true anymore. Prove yourself to me. Cause I won't waste my time. I wont let you in, untill you really try. I'm a hopeless romantic, And a very devoted friend. I'll always have your back, but screw me over, and it will be the last thing you ever do. I could be the best damn thing that ever happens to you, or I could rip you to pieces where your heart is. Your choice. Don't fuck with me. I am as content as I can be at this point. I'm still finding myself. . . And I don't know what I want or need in life. All I know is that I'm going to get out of this town soon and follow my dreams. I am done settling for less then I deserve. I want everything and nothing at the same time. I am a confusing girl. I obsess over little things. I sometimes worry myself about unnessary shit to the point, where I think I might lose my mind. I'm stressed out and an insecure mess. But I'm doing just fine. I think more then I speak. My mind is always going a million miles a minute. I'm up all night, trying to figure out my life, and I sleep all day to get away from it. I'm just trying to find my own peace of mind. I dont understand myself, and I don't really need to. I'm just taking my life one day at a time. There's no need to rush. I've got all the time in the world to waste.