Jessica Blasdell

Some people would say that I am too strange of a person to know, others may flock to me because I am intriguing and sense the good heart in my soul. Yeah so what if I grew up in a run down mantropolis others may know as Flint, Michigan; which others call hell. It was once home where the ringing of gun shots over crowded the beautiful sound of birds chirping in mist of dawn. It was a place that has taught me hard lessons and ones I have never forgotten. Yet it has made me the person I am today because of it.

I am a pisces astrological sign who sees the things others forget to notice, I am keen to the under currents that lay in the depth of consciousness of others. Yet, until you get to know me you will never see that side of me. I can be selfish at times and others selfless , that is the fish in me I go the flow of the currents depending on the tide. I have the deep wisdom that is beyond my years. Again until you get to know me you will never even notice.

I am a writer an author to be exact; rather my book has never reached it big to be notice I still have determination and hard work to keep trying. Even if it takes 100 novels , bleeding finger tips and a mountain of fustrations I will one day get there and one day someone will see my talents and give me a chance.

I am a caregiver a Certified Nurses Assistant to be correct this is where I feed the enternal hunger to help people and keeps me grounded spiritualy. Long Term care is what I have enjoied twelve years of my life. I know that one day I will have to end this career as I am not getting any younger and my body can no longer take the grind. It's a shame because I do enjoy the health career and the people I have met along the way as it has longed warmed my soul what can I say!

I am a lesbian I can care less what people think I have in the past been critisized, scrunized, and casted away for living such a life. Yet while others have done so their the ones in unhappy marriages and a hint of curosity; I am the one with the girl who will always love me and children who accept me. This is who I am and not subject to change as I have no shame.

Life may not be a bowl of cherries, but it has always been an adventure. Don't shy away from it, embrace it! Don't waste your time with doubt, deception, and well.. pessitmistic thoughts that will never get you anywhere as it is life that can be so unfair. But it is only you who can pave the way and clear the air!