John Bottone

I enjoy relationship with people with a God-given integrity of relating with people who I have the opportunity to cross and share their paths of love and knowledge of familiarity and a memoriable blessing. I love woman because they make me feel alive in heart and I joy in them physically and emotionally and Spiritually. I love men, never for sexual reasons; but, because they are my God-given fellow creature. The women that I choose - sometimes by outward attractiveness - whether it be voluptuous or any decent other reason or for the mere sake of showing lady the Mercy of the moment and every moment for any negative connotation about her is because I cannot find anything within myself or God to say I should not show mercy where Mercy is needed for the love of the Moment - it elevates to a level of blessing that I need and for the Lord is the blessing in her. I have shared erotic experiences with ladies I otherwise would not have taken a chance and it was a wonderful all-things-considered experience. I do not say this for a popularity contest or any selfish reason - it is something I rejoice in. I have a main female who are pivot from a return from other woman. I do not do this for the frustration of anyone or myself. I do this because society and our shared circumstances are not perfect or even ideal because of human nature's too much negative appeal making it difficult on all of us. I have been frustrated for years without sex with the opposite sex - I am a male and do not believe in having sex with males and am a prodigal son of need as every human being is - and have realized a new freedom of Spiritual infilling after suppressing my God-allowed fantasies and becoming inhibited personally with my inner self and socially with my fellow human being - especially the attractive ladies most men dream and aspire about. So, uninhibiting the usual fantasies of my past has brought me to terms with all creatures and I can thank God for those who have been allowed to voluntarily assist our mutual interests and continue to do so - spontaneously and to their circumstances ideally and integrilly unique and very personally and together ecstattically gratifying.