so far i have done nothing but fail to live up to my potential. i half ass everything even though i could be an expert at whatever i wanted. i love my kids and my wife. i also love most of my famiy. haha just kidding. i dont love any of them. haha just kidding again. what? right. []so after trying just about everything an american male can try i have learned that i get bored easily. as for now i try to trade penny stocks while working as a server/bartender at a golf course in colorado. hopefully the server/bartender can disappear soon.